Sure, if I were here "from the beginning" I would be "calm" too because I would be up 1000s of %.  But since I'm only here from last year it looks rather fucked up.  This is the problem you early people don't understand - there is no appeal of NEM anymore over the other top 50 coins.  I'm not talking about quick bucks I'm talking about reasonable efforts to KEEP UP with everything else.  They are just asleep at the wheel and going right off the cliff.  It is like watching a slow motion train wreck and not being able to do anything to stop it.  EOS, Cardano and ETH are going to eat our lunch with this approach.  Network effect, hype and pump and critical infrastructure in this sector.  Rightly or wrongly it does spur awareness and adoption.  Why the hell is NEM so completely invisible in the western world?  How was that oversight even allowed to occur?