Forum moderators who in online answer to my question?
Account recovery become low priority so you must patient more often or you can just move on and create new life.
I've seen a lot yelling about them and only few got recovered !
Thank you for your support, i really do not understand why the permaban was given at once, if i even violated some rule (although i did not break the rules), could first give a ban for 3-7 days for warning, it just unfair.