OK so I did a real moronic mistake.  I was apparently in a rush or so.  I dont remember what I did with the passphrase for my wallet.  I have been able to gain access to a file and was able to open it.  It has all of my sending and receiving addresses, seed, type of wallet, xprv and xpub.  Its not going on 2 months and I would really like to be able to gain access to this.  Im not a NOOB with anything.  I got BTC-Recover and I have been watching the videos as well as still researching everything.  Does ANYONE at all KNOW how to do this?  It isnt really a lot of money.  I just dont want to lose a small $100 bucks