You fundamentally misunderstand what "deconstructed" means. Hint: it's not a synonym of "destroyed", it's a way to say "taken apart so as to better understand it".

I can appreciate your adolescent desire to impress, with stolen philosophical vocabulary, with stolen bits of Latin in the wrong declensions and so on and so forth. You are however quite outside of your intellectual depth in this adventure, and a more modest attitude, better aligned with your actual abilities, accomplishments, and experience would probably work a lot better.

Provided, of course, that your goal isn't to be our little special lolcow.