The OP was registered on 2nd May 2018 and last active 4th May 2018 - today is 11th May 2018
As sad as this unfortunate event was it is time to let it go and stop posting here just as the OP has too.
Hi JollyGood, Im sorry if my lack of response is out of the ordinary. I have been following along with each post.
To be quite honest, Im utterly devastated by the events that have led me to this point. Never have I felt such a magnitude of anxiety and depression. Im a good man, work hard, and have a generally positive worldview of humanity. This experience is truly testing that worldview and its cross with the functionality of Bitcoin. To have made mistakes so tragically unforgivable is a really hard thing to swallow. I dont know how to find a steady breath and heartbeat again. Im so freaking devastated with my mistake, I dont know what to do. I cant sleep. I can hardly eat. My mind is garbage at work. The world is really dark right now with my belief in humanity, at the margins, at an all time low.
If anyone knows the person who holds the keys, Im begging from the bottom of my heart.
Please dont wipe me out.