I dont really need to have a record of my wins and lost on gambling , Before I am considering the loses I have that I need to regain and If I am regaining it I am making my game worst, I am having a greedy feeling about it and not being contented on the winning that I have and in the end I keep loosing because of the unsatisfactions that I am experiencing. Because of that I stop recording my wins and lose and Im happy that it has positive impact on my gambling experience.
I have the same thoughts as you. I never count the money that I have won or lost in gambling. Every day is a new gambling day for me and if I keep remembering the previous lost, it will make me to try to chase the lost money, which is bad for my gambling habit.
This shows your immaturity if you really dont have any idea about your loss and win in gambling because it will help you at the end to leave gambling easily. Now, you will be amazed that how one can leave gambling just because of having an idea that how much he has lost or won in gambling. The reason is that when he would lose the money that he cant afford, he will think about his life and for good sake will leave gambling.