REALLY, thank you all... Never have I exhibited such knowingly risky behavior and been burned so hard. Im normally a very risk averse person. Yet in this case, I disregarded my better judgement as if I was blinded by greed. Fascinating to question my personal headspace and why I made the decisions that I did. I just dont fucking get it. Anyway, thanks for the kind words.
Dude, face it and let's it go. Don't expect the hacker will return what he stole from you. You bought a lesson, though it is so expensive.
Everyone is greedy, but be smart enough to not blind your eyes.