Actually is not abou you didn't find it, but you haven't find it yet. Just keep read all the topic on this forum, you might be find what do you want to know. Because I did learned a lot of thing since I joined bitcoin and this forum had told me a lot. Goodluck
How on earth will what he is looking for be found on the forum? SMH ! There are so many resources online to get anything he wants and it does not necessarily have to be books and if it is all about books, there are list of books that I am sure must have been reviewed by some well learned fellows as well online and having the list should be able to guide the OP.
I feel as long as you know exactly what you are looking for and for the fact that this is a digital age where you can easily buy books on amazon or even get some freely online, it should not be that hard if you can do some research.