I know how it feels man, because I have felt the same way too, and the others who are still feeling the effects of the market downfall. Until now I still can't believe that I've lost more than 50% of my value in my entire portfolio because I was still new during that time and I am too greedy to hold rather than make an enough profit while keeping some of it. At the end of the day, it is all about the lessons that we have learned and adjust on what can we do to be smarter in our decisions this time. Just my two satoshis.