Hi,
I really feel for you and hope everything will be fine eventually.

I support the idea of taking a good long break, fill your life with something healthy that has nothing to do with crypto or gambling. Be careful not to form another addiction.

Medication will help if it is the right one for you. I would recommend also meditation on daily basis. There are very good guided meditations in youtube, it helps with calming your mind, gaining balance, sleeping better and seeing the positive.

Someone once said: 'You either win or you learn' - please consider what you have to learn in this experience in your life and implement it so that you will be stronger in life in the future.

All the best!