Is it wrong to end your life even though it will hurt those who somehow happen to value you?
Yes, it's wrong. We aren't talking a minor annoyance. we are talking about a permanent hurt that will leave a hole in the heart of everyone who loves you for the rest of their life.
Seek a therapist, or seek a religion, seek out someone to love, look for new hobbies or experiences. Life goes on, it gets better. <3