First of all, please do not feel unwelcome if high rankers or admins will criticize or delete your post. Admins have their valid reasons why they deleted your post in the first place. Treat this forum as a corporate or a respectful forum.
Thanks for your advice, I really feel that way, questioning myself what went wrong or questioning myself am I gonna be removed in this forum?. Though I still keep in active in this site because I enjoy learning and reading, everyday it gives me new information in many matters and get involved with it by also replying. So greatful to know its a normal thing to be criticized and deleted your post, its a part of a journey. 