You've only been trading for maybe a year and you already lost all hope in cryptocurrency because of bad decisions? All the great traders have gone through more than you have. It's easy to give up but harder to keep going.
True, investing or trading on crypto market require patient and believe that things that we are doing have any sense, without that it is not even worth to start doing anything.
that's right what you say. because in investing and trading if you do not have a great feeling of patience it will never be successful and difficult also for your development also in the field of investment and trade