I am at the point where confusion is at its boiling point. I had been very optimistic about the future or bounty campaign and crypto but almost all people who are way more ahead than me were saying that it is pointless and even them are not receiving or earning thus their efforts are not paid off. I am just worried that I will end up like them. I did all and everyday following the ways to promote and is following procedure. Is this really worth doing for? I am not forcing them to give us big time since they are not forcing us to either, I just wanted to really express myself because even my partner in life is not believing on what I am doing. 
Im sure what it feels like. I do have no one trust in me. I do hold pretty much all money that i have into some coins and no one would believe me , but i do some kind of believe that this is my destiny. I do fail in many things and i do feel worthless in what im doing and, seems like you that i afraid to be failure like others do and i just trying to convince myself that this is the best thing i do and i do, doing anything i could and investigate and find all information that i can found and its make believe to invest in this one. The best advice i could telling you is , just do what you wanted to do in your life or you might regret it , sure it might be not come out as you wish but atleast you do have a chance to do it and its the best experience you will ever through , even its was a bad one. I do believe all thing that been through by us will be a great experience and be great things for yourself in future.