i'm confused a little bit, so are you saying that you message your other account? Why would you do even do that? It makes no sense at all .

The only thing you can do is to appeal or just forget that account and make a brand new start. If you will push the first one, I am not sure if you will be given a second chance by mods because first, you're guilty (whether it's just an accident or not) and second, you need first to present a strong reason why they will forgive you. I'm not discouraging you but decisions of mods' are final as usual.