I need to find the forum asking for merit,
Eh? Forum? It's not clear to me if this is a straight begging thread or if you're looking for a place to buy merits. You've stumbled upon the right section for this kind of shit-topic, which is why Meta probably needs a child board dedicated to merit chat--and it'd be great if you wouldn't be able to receive merit there or wear a signature. That would shut all of you up real quick.
I believe Bitcoin Talk is a good forum for merits. They have some excellent boards there, and if you make quality posts, and become a good member, then they award you with merits.
Sarcasm detector is going off.
Yes, we need merits. But how to be with those who received merit in the distribution and for 100 days they did not get the merit, but have a rating: full member, etc?

law does not have retroactive force.

Oh I don't know....learn English, maybe? Or post in your local board and hope there's a merit source around.