I don't gamble all that often!
It seems you have maintained this routine from rough one. I mean once you were an addict gambler and now you have just reform that concept and you are now a good person. The wise one, who doesnt go for killing himself. This gambling is nothing but a suicide machine and game which is there for you to help you abandon your life with your own hands. Thing and awake.
It's a suicide if you are not a responsible gambler.
Gambling is not for everyone so if we are weak in controlling our emotion, this is not good for us because in reality, most of the time we lose
money so smart gambler just gamble for fun because they know it gives them high risk if they gamble more.