After your latest response it seems like you're coming round to accepting things as they are, I can't imagine how tough it must be but it's encouraging you're looking towards the future and trying to start again. One option, perhaps you could try show some people your system for a cost, if you can prove it works and it's something you're willing to share, I'm sure many would be willing to pay for such a thing given that I've seen a bunch of people offering such services.