accountable for what?
may i remind you many of us (them?) never asked to be a source, and have no interest in participating in the drama/shitposters lives nor circle jerks here
If you're a merit source then perhaps you should ask theymos to replace you with someone who doesn't mind spending a few minutes here and there spreading merits. There are a few pending applications in Meta that could be good additions. I think the system would work best with a diverse and active merit source pool. Right now the total merit spending is less than half of ideal, so there is room for improvement.