Can you come back, it doesn't appear you left?
Essentially you broke a forum rule and were banned.  You then asked for a second chance saying how much better you would be if the ban was lifted (it wasn't and it is extremely unlikely it will be lifted).  Then you further insult the forum by continuing to break forum rules (I'll leave it to you to figure out which one...)  Your inability to follow the rules of the forum speaks for itself IMO.