Gee thanks

Like i say, i am new to crypto and tbh i feel like i'm not welcome and just getting shouted at with no-one telling me where i am going wrong. Bitcointalk is seen as a place to come as you guys/girls are crypto veterans, i don't feel welcome at all and feel like i'm been looked down upon as shit on your shoe

I have looked at the rules and have seen:
- 25. Ban evasion (using or creating accounts while one of your accounts is banned) is not allowed.[e]
I am not attempting to ban evade, i messed up and asked for a second chance, but from the posts above i am told it is "extremely unlikely" i will be unbanned. So i am not sure what i am to do?
Bottom line is that i have learned what i need to do to be a valuable contributor to the forum, all i ask for is a second chance to prove myself and not let you down - or you can continue to look down upon me, ban me and i will move on, but that would be disappointing and would leave a bad taste as all i am asking for is help and guidance from you

You got banned. So that's a hint you did something wrong. After which you proceeded to evade the ban (which means posting anywhere outside of this thread), so you clearly didn't read the rules even AFTER you got banned. Repeated malicious rule violation is what it looks like. Yes, it was "extremely unlikely", now it's "no fucking way".
Your second ban will be your most valuable contribution to the forum.