I think you are trying to justify and shirk your main reason, you should be more honest with yourself, you are here just because of money, because bitcoin can give you a fuller and richer life, the things you aim for are benefits, not passion or anything else. And what I just said is the reason that I joined the crypto, I do not care about the bitcoin knowledge or the new blockchain technology in the future, I'm just interested in how to make money from it, so if I can make money, I will be here but if I can not, sorry, I can only say goodbye, this is the reason for most people