I dont understand what your going through but  I really  don't agree when you say "BTC and ALTS a fools Paradise" in the first place why are you here in Crypto Space, it doesnt make sense at all ? Im following Crypto since 2014 and I witness how Bitcoin and Altcoin's Grow very rapidly as it was today way back 2014 the valuation againts the US$ dollars are quite lower comparing today like example Ethereum was price backed then at $2 look at Ethereum today it was $500 and reach $1200 ATH 2017... it was a classic example that Bitcoin and Altcoins are not Fools Paradise . it was determined by supply and demand.