Funny thoughts from you guys. I'm quite sure not even one here would have hold through the up and downs. If you would have bought Bitcoin @1$ and it came to $100 then drop to $20 again and then suddenly reaches 100$ again you would have sold everything out

Maybe in a few years you will write "Shit i should have hold my Bitcoins @~$15k and sold it now for (~2020) for 200k."
Yes, that is one picture people are not getting. It is either you are trader or you are an investor and as an investor you just need to have patience even during all the fluctuations which are normal and never give up hope in the market.
It is a lot of risk to take holding through it all but that is understandable for anyone who has been able to familiarize with the market and understand it has a future. However, it is even more risky for someone trying to trade without any knowledge because that is how it gets so easy for people to make mistakes and seeing what you mentioned playing out.