wow... the delusion is astounding.  You fools should be taking 20% of profits every year to improve your life.  You move forward and have less regret if it fails.  Life is not a binary game of all or nothing.  Learn to balance and move forward in steps.

The value system of a dirty neck beard in his parents basement doesn't go well with instant wealth.  People binge, and they they end up where they started.

Take some profits now, and improve yourself:

buy some nice fucking clothes so you don't look like a dirty slob
buy a usd 7000 car (not one fucking cent more), you don't need a Porsche or a BMW, but you shouldn't be driving your 1998 pontiac anymore either
buy a nice shaving kit

life is never an all or nothing game.  move forward in increments.