I can no longer enjoy videogames, or watching movies, anything that doesn't have to do with making money feels like a waste of time. I view human beings as sheep and children, who don't understand the most important thing is to make money. I work over 12 hours a day doing nothing but related to money.
Having a reread of this thread, this stands out to me.
For a bit at the start of the year I had a substantial amount of paper wealth, not that I really planned to touch it until 2020.
I had a mull over what it meant. That money did not make me more - sexy, friendly, intelligent, healthy, happy, successful.
All it was was more money. It removes more worry and provides more opportunity of course, nothing much else springs to mind.