I'm optimistic as hell (er bad analogy maybe).

There was a time before we saw such significant real progress on lightning network that I was worried that this whole project may just dead end when we didn't achieve a real path to scalability. I mean it was looking bad for a while folks. No one wanted to admit it but there was a point when we all knew that there was no way this thing could scale to any where near enough to justify the price it already had let alone any future increases in price. It was all dependent upon the idea that "I'm going to bet the farm that someone somewhere will figure out something at some point no later than just in time". Really! We were betting our futures on THAT! Things are in so much of a better place right now.

I feel light as a feather in these times. But these are the sorts of things I think about, not really the price. (perhaps why I am such a latecomer to the wall observer despite being on the forum so long, but hey this is where the action is) So there was a time when the price was going up that I felt worse than I do now while it is going down.