What is your purpose to buy bitcoin ?, do not you need money at all. If you do not want to sell your bitcoin, try to use the bitcoin for transaction purposes such as purchasing goods and so on, because it can increase the price of bitcoin.
I do not think that anyone using Bitcoin as a means of payment will increase the price of Bitcoin. Because In the crypto market, prices are always volatile and controlled by whales
If I were you I would not do the same thing and my approach will be different. I came to this system to earn money and make a profit for me so I understand that I must not get attached with bitcoin. I know that time will come when I sell it then it will come back to me again. It is so easy for me to release something so I'm not emotionally attached to bitcoin.