what you experience is not much different from that my friend experienced, your fate is more fortunate because you only lost half your investment, my friend has invested their future money into cryptocurrency, my friend is including a stubborn, very ambitious and rug tall, so it is very difficult to give a rational explanation so as not to put his future savings into here, because the risks he takes are huge,
over time what he invests does not go according to his expectations,
this time my friend is depressed because not only has he lost his future savings but he was also abandoned by his wife who did not receive because the future savings have been reduced or lost