I have honestly admitted in public that it was mistake asking for merit. Now I have to admit myself as a "spammer" too.. If admitting my mistake and also apologizing for asking merit is not enough and also should admit myself as a spammer too then I will never learn this lesson. My intention here is not spamming and to forcefully admit what I am not is "crime to self". I would rather accept more negative trusts than to admit myself as spammer.... cheers..
We are not telling you to admit that you are a spammer tho. As per your text you are also trying to say it in public.
If you are not really spamming then there is no point for you to have that text because obviously we can see it right from your posts. Also mind that people may have different opinions