It is really hard to prove your thoughts. Actually, everybody tries to be the best. It has nothing to do with black or white. I agree that Self-hate is a disease. We must love and admire ourselves in order to achieve great things. It is impossible to hate our qualities and at the same time be successful. It sometimes takes time to achieve this. We are not born with self-esteem. We need to work on it. It is hard to achieve but once done, it helps us to be the best. I am sure you agree with me.