It makes me laugh when I'm realizing my promises to myself to not gamble again whenever I'm losing in all in bet. After that when I have bitcoin again, I would think to gamble it first and ending up losing all of it 
Now I had control to myself but still gamble a few bets sometimes
You are not the only that struggles with these promises. You can neutralize yourself but you can never say that you will quit, right? Now I had control to myself but still gamble a few bets sometimes
We may promise to stop shortly after experiencing bad things in gambling, but over time, the intentions will gradually be eroded by the dream of winning or the desire to pursue the loss that can arise at any time. We can't just stop the activities we've been doing for so long.