I am starting to loose hope in Bitcoin. Like really i need to cash out and for me its on its lowest...

Do not become impatient and lose faith in Bitcoin. It really is a great coin and has a lot of potential for long-term development. We just have to be patient and hold on in the long run, we will have big profits in 2019.
Experts have suggested that Bitcoin prices will rise to $ 15-17k by mid-2019.