It makes me laugh when I'm realizing my promises to myself to not gamble again whenever I'm losing in all in bet. After that when I have bitcoin again, I would think to gamble it first and ending up losing all of it 
Now I had control to myself but still gamble a few bets sometimes
That's the most common scenery i've seen and keep repeating words i've heard after losing, but it was not followed after all. It is not easy to quit gambling, instead I came back to gamble again to gain again what I lost. Revenge is the correct term. After losing i don't think of quitting. Now I had control to myself but still gamble a few bets sometimes