It's nice that you can find such peace in your decision. I don't that many people can say that they are the happiest when they are alone. But, come to think of it, I don't think that many people are really so sure about what will make them happy. People typically just do what they have been taught to do. Much respect to you for going against the grain. It can be hard to do things that the people around you may not agree with. I wish you all the happiness you could hope for!