I am starting to loose hope in Bitcoin. Like really i need to cash out and for me its on its lowest...

do you not have other money as a backup? I advise you not to sell when the price is low, because you will lose and regret if later the price increases.
bitcoin is not that weak, there is still a lot of hope in bitcoin to have a high price, you just need to be patient and wait until the time comes. therefore I suggest you to have a job other than bitcoin, so you don't have trouble if bitcoin is having a low price.