I am not realiy a gambler though sometimes i am beating minimal in some other lottery games. But talking about walk of shame because nothing left in the pocket after the extreme lose is really hard to imagine. I understand that it is not an easy scenario and hopefully it wont happen to anyone who gamble. Gambling is a choice but hopefully we can manage also our activity and always set the limits first.
I think that if you will continue that for some time then you will really become addicted to that and will really become a regular gambling, and then it will become difficult for you to stop playing gambling, because I have seen so many gambling who wishes to stop playing gambling but still they find it hard to do so.
This is true that if somebody gives a break at this time it will be right because you will not get very much addicted else it will be very much a trouble rather than a boon of making money from gambling. Infact you should go for entertainment and not to make money from this.