No, to you it just seems like you're not earning merits--and that's true, and the reason for that is because you don't know how to write in English.  That's evident from the above quote.  Why can't you post in whatever the most appropriate local board would be for your language skill?  There are merit sources in at least some of those sections, and there should be regular members with merits to give, too. 

I can tell you that if you continue to write crap like the above, you're never going to earn merits.  If your post stands out for its sheer awfulness, that's not a good thing.

Those of you who want to go back to the way things were before the merit system frustrate me to no end.  Bitcointalk was full of account farmers who could rank up 100 or more accounts with activity alone.  To some extent, we still have people who are trying to do that, but it's going to be a losing fight for them.  The low-ranked members who posted here have only been on the forum for a few months and probably didn't understand how bad it had gotten.  You have to be patient.  Ranking up is much harder than it used to be, but you only have spammers to blame for that.