I don't know if I am cursed or something. If I sell a coin now from airdrop/bounty few days later that coins increases much that you will regret selling. If I hold a coin from airdrop/bounty again that coins price decreases much that you will regret not selling right away. I'm confused now whenever I sell the price increases and when I hold the price decreases. Am I cursed? 
That is indeed strange bro, but that is a common thing among traders, whether they have just entered or who have long been trading. Sometimes I feel that we are being mocked, and that playing with us seems to be able to read our psychology. Even technical analysis lessons that basically try to read trader psychology in general can still be played as if there is still great power above all of them. I prefer to be patient and not careless in making decisions. I think broadly, how and what I will do if I become "those" who know "the future".