i am sorry for the loss that you have been experiencing but next time try to check the history of the market you enter before jumping in with your head first bag holding 10 different altcoins which are not even different.

this is what has been happening to the altcoin market for years. they get pumped and dumped. and each time bitcoin rises they get dumped a little more. that is normal. try to enjoy the pumps and stay away from the dumps so that you can have a more successful presence in the altcoin market.