the reason why I dont give up on life is that I believe that their is something great that I have to do in this life. I come from a middle class family but we my parents and grandparents did not save or were not that financially considering the future, so now their children and grandchildren  have to start from scratch, I mean that we are renting, having to take out mortgage's from the bank, buy cars on credit and so on. So I want to start a new circle where kids and grand kids are supported by parents.