I try to spend as much time as I can researching stuff, but I'm at a point where I just find it really hard to keep going. At this moment as I type this my body is full of stress hormones or body chemicals because I'm so overwhelmed by basically the "mess" of information. I wish I could take some attention deficit pills.
I hope you get over that stress of yours, but positively you are great because it seems that you have gone over a great deal of suffering to gain the position you are in right now. I have faith that you can release that stress of yours and be able to be happy once again!
