All dreams have been shattered while the marketcap keeps falling every time I refresh coinmarketcap. I kept Hodling expecting it to be a small correction like the ones in 2017. Portfolio dropped more than 70% already

and still dont see the bottom. Now I am wondering if it will recover to previous highs especially considering the China ban and regulations.

Any thoughts?
The market will recover at some point, you just have to wait a little bit longer. Maybe it won't recover to the previous values but it will still recover.