Oh, don't feel bad. This community has a rich history of ridiculing and abusing newcomers. It doesn't matter if you're 45 years old with three advanced degrees when you come here. Once you register at this forum you're an infant again and will be treated as such.
It sucks. I'm just trying to provide the community with resources.
I know. Don't let that discourage you. Many good people have been chased away from this forum by the self righteous fraternity elitist mentality. It's too bad that there are a few mods that fit into that category. There are still many of us that read posts and take them at face value.