Bitcoins up but I still feel sad

This is taking too long, Last year it was a bitcoin train, you turn around and it's up 1k.

Your comment makes absolutely no sense at all. The last peak was Dec of 2017. BEFORE THAT, the last peak was Dec of 2013. So the peak bagholders of Dec 2013 had to wait 4 YEARS for the next peak. They also had to wait 3 years and 2 months to get back in the black. Why don't you do yourself a favor, and just stop. It's only been 9 months. Seriously. Just. Stop.