so as i understand now, i have to run a hidden service to broadcast to TOR, no easier way to do that.
You can run a listening node on Tor, that will broadcast transactions to the Bitcoin network
when i do that, i also broadcast to clearnet? i would like to run hybrid mode.
Yes. It doesn't matter if you use a hidden service IP or not, transactions relayed by your node will reach the non-Tor Bitcoin network.