That is even a very big amount of money for me, very honestly I cannot afford to lose such a big amount of money. I can only afford to lose 0.005 per day to lose, which really do not affect me financially too much. So I will also suggest you that you should put only such amount of money that you can easily afford to lose.
Unfortunately, that 0.005 per day when added up for all the times you have been gambling and most of the time you have lost during these period, I am certainly sure, that would have been some huge amount of money. Just saying though! However, it is always a good thing to have limit, when it comes to gambling so as to be able to curtail your losses and also keep in mind that the chances of losing as you keep going further keeps increasing. As long as you can gamble with what you can afford to lose at a certain point in time, then, there should be no problem.
the worst moment came when I was not able to control myself, I bet all the money I got, which I should have won and finally lost big. This as an experience if we have won it might be better to go home and play again next time.
Well, that act of control is one thing a lot of gamblers have failed to do in their years of gambling. Gambling is generally known to come with a lot of impulses which is usually fueled by greed most of the time which we all know is in human nature, and the only best way to deal with it is to control those impulses by controlling yourself and the decisions you make. Know what is ok for you and what is not okay for you and with that, you will certainly be able to maintain your stance with gambling.