Ive had a ridiculous experience with Bitmex, both fun and depressing, but I think Im finally getting a grip on it, so I wanted to share some things Ive learned. For clarity, when I first started using Bitmex, I lost about 3 BTC over the course of a month because I had no idea what I was doing and Im an idiot. Since then however, Ive taken .06 BTC and Im currently at 2.7 BTC from Bitmex alone in a few weeks. It has the potential to make you rich, but also super broke. Do not take it lightly.
Honestly, I admire your courage despite from what you loss and even with that amount you still continue to recover your losses, I mean if it happen to someone, they'll probably be insane. Though what you did is risky, like you didn't know what you actually doing otherwise you literally play with your money. I am not saying that everyone should do what you did but your will to trade is very outstanding.
May I know how much bitcoin you're using now?
I'm hoping that you still sleep, I mean this isn't easy to monitor the price 24/7.