Merit is hard to find or not.
You dont have to find the Merit ! The merit finds you(r) quality post(s) , if there are some existing or coming !
But your history looks not promising in some way !
You are right, We should not fall to signature campaign just after reaching position to Jr member. We should learn from forum and when time will come we will start earning as well. I will also follow this and after completing this campaign, I will not join a campaign and will do some research and learn from this forum