When i first hear about bitcointalk forum i dont know there is some kind of bounty which i can earn some bucks . At first i wasnt familiar with bitcoin so i just join the forum and read the post of senior members to gain more knowledge about bitcoin. After that bounty attracts my mind and i  joined the different bounty camping and didnt post any thing in this forum except my report in bounty camping which is just garbage. So till now  my merit is zero i realize my mistake. After the rules is implement that one merit is necessary to become jr member i demoted to newbie. Then my main focus is to gain merit but right now honestly I am enjoying in this forum by participating in different discussion which for sure invoke my knowledge in the field of Crypto as well as i also share some my experience in the forum. I am not native English speaker my English is not good so far though i am also focusing to improve my English language so i can make quality post.

As like me you are also realizing your mistake that is good but dont be panic if you arent spammer. Improve your English as well as read different books and watch different video related to crypto. Moreover gain enough knowledge about block-chain for sure you will do better and can provide quality post in forum.
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